I NEED TO WIN.

I've got that *dog* in me, I guess!

I already have a vulnerability hangover from this newsletter, so go easy on me. This email has a bunch of images in it, so it may get clipped by Gmail or your email provider. Click here to read it on the web.

I am not good at hiding things from you: I haven’t been myself this month. I’ve found myself slipping backwards, nearing the same lowest-low mindset and outlook that I struggled with over the summer.

I like the way girls’ girl influencer Tinx describes the kind of phase I am going through, she always calls it “a wobbly.” Reader, I am having a wobbly! That sounds a lot better than what it feels like, almost cute, even. Like jello.